Exes

This week I am having a really hard time with my ex. I ended it officially on Monday but to be fair it has been over for a seriously long time but due to various factors I felt that I couldn't end it. Mainly because he owes me a lot of money and I don't see why I have to be in debt now for ages to cover up his mess. But he pushed me to far recently literally so I decided that out was my only option.

He has decided that he doesn't want it to be over. He won't leave me alone constantly bombarding me with texts. Some are nice but some are just plan aggressive and rude!

I have told him its over and to be honest I don't think I have any feelings left for him at all. How can I get him to realise that it is over? He seems to think that were on a break despite me telling him were not.

What can I do? I know its still raw for him but I am so ready to move on! He has treated me like crap for so long my love just fizzled away a long time ago. But I have had a lot of personal shizzle going down and needed a rock. Not that he did a very good job of this! I just thought oh maybe he will change and I will fall back in love. But it never happened.

We argued stupid amounts and I know for a fact he isn't in love with me like he says. Because it would never have come to this if he was!

But how can I make it anymore obvious????

Its FRIDAY!

I cant even explain my joy of it being Friday today. But as per. Work is dragging way to slow. 16:30 roll on so I can get out of here and on my way to Brighton. I am off to see my bessy and were going to celebrate by getting drunk and wild. Pictures will arise next week one expects. So watch this space.

Welcome....

Firstly I would like to say I will endeavor to keep this up as much as possible. If only for some kind of therapeutic release to myself. But I don't have a great track record of keeping up diaries, blogs or anything else of that kind LOL.