bexscowz06 - life of a random

Sorry for the delay...

2009-04-15T04:43:00.000-07:00

Okay so I have been majorly lacking on the blog front and to which I can only apologise.

Easter weekend was good. Didn't do a great deal but ate like 4 easter eggs. Went to the Gym. Went for 3 2 hour hikes round the Look Out that was a killer but good. My dog Bill was so tired I literally had to drag her.... bless her! But me and Ash who I went with found some killer hills and worked on our thigh toning lol.

I went out for one piss up in Wokers, with my mate Danni. Was cool Wokers was dead though. So that was a shame.

This weekend is another 4 day weekend for me. I am off to Brighton to see my Julie and I can not wait! There are bound to be a few random adventures!

Wednesday...

2009-04-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

Okay so I am totally begining to feel like my life is slipping away sitting in this office doing nothing day after day..... But look what I created!

Not to shaby if I do say so myself!

Egyptland the pictures......

2009-04-07T01:01:00.001-07:00

Gay Bar and Stupidly Cheap Vodka = Mess!

2009-04-07T00:52:00.000-07:00

So Saturday night me and Juls went out for our mates 21st he is gay so we went to the gaybars of Reading.

Me and Juls were going to go dressed in our Egyptian Attire, but got hot new outfits instead so went in them.

We went and got Tesco Value Vodka because after our new outfits girlfriends were on a serious budget! Well normally half a bottle of vodka is no match for the Julies. But this super cheap shit ..... fucked us!

I had fallen over before we even got to the train station.

Needless to say I cant actually remember a great deal of the night. But I do remember falling over atleast one more time. I am covered in bruises!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Horrendously.

Was a good night from what I can remember though the pictures are truelly horrendous so you shall not being seeing any lol.

I am back!

2009-04-03T06:31:00.000-07:00

Wow what a holiday!

From the random dance moves to the jizzing in the hat. It was one hell of a holiday!

I went quad biking in the desert, snorkelling off a yaught in the reefs and to a Bedwin Night in the desert. Not to mention the clubbing in Pacha.

Watch this space for pictures but to say it was the best and most hilarious holiday of my life is defo not an understatement!

R.I.P Jade

2009-03-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

Well as most people know by now Jade lost her battle to cancer yesterday.

It is very sad. My thoughts are with her family at this hard time.

It saddens me most that Jade lost her battle on Mothers day and her boys were hoping to give her cards when they woke up.

I was never a particularly big Jade fan I mean I didn't dislike her and I read her autobiography in 2006. I did also think that the whole CBB thing in 2007 was so over the top and she was given a really big hard time for something that was blown way of proportion.

But Jade has been very brave in her battle with the cancer and because of her having the strength to speak up, millions of lives will be saved as girls are so much more aware now of the dangers.

R.I.P Jade you will be sorely missed!!

xxxxxxx

2009-03-20T06:17:00.001-07:00

All my adverts are about holidays in Egypt too how very appropriate!

Excitable!

2009-03-20T06:14:00.000-07:00

Well I am totally exciteable today.

It is Friday. I have less than 4 days until I jet off. The sun is shining the weather is sweet it makes me want to move my dancing feet!

Oh I am so happy!

Haven't heard much more from my date, wasn't asked out on another one. We emailed a lot yesterday but nothing so far today. But to be fair I am way to excited about my hol to let that get me down or even on my mind too much.

I still have my options open!

I get to leave early today thanks to a meeting. I have to sit through to hours of boredom but then I get to leave at 16:00 so all is good!

I love today!!!!

5 days to go........

2009-03-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

And I am a stupidly good mood!

Well of course it is a large part due to the fact I am going on holiday in 5 days..... Oh yes!

Last night though I went out and met a guy for a drink. It went really well. I guess it could be called a date. We had loads in common from our love of music and films to foods and total dislikes and phobia of gross things that squelch in your mouth like mushrooms or squid..... GAG!

I think I am going to see him again but I don't know when we have been emailing since and he text me when we got in. So I am happy!

Seven more days....

2009-03-17T04:18:00.000-07:00

Just seven more days and I am out of here!

For seven sun soaked days in glorious Egypt and I can't wait!

Work is weird today there appears to be some weird old atmosphere in the air. God knows why.

The sun is out and is making me majorly want to go out and play. But I cant I am stuck in this office until 18:00 and need to get some uni work done on my lunch. So no fun in the sun for me.

I must say though all the tunes on my i pod are helping me through the day. I am so loving Flo Rida "My Jam" at the moment. MGMT "Weekend Wars" and "Electric Feel" are doing it for me too.

New do

2009-03-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Okay so I thought it was about time I shared the new hair. I have had a fringe in the past so it isn't that different bit the colour is slightly different too. Thoughts?

Sunshine

2009-03-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

Well the weekend was rather chilled and joyous I must say....

Friday I did sweet FA after work but watched a film called Walk Hard the Dewey Cox story with John. C Reilly. I loved it!

Saturday had a family do that was nice. Then went over a mates and got silly with wine and watched Taken with Liam Neilson. I was really into it but the ending was so lame! It was just like boom over. Very disapointing!

Now I am back at work with just 8 days until my glorious holiday and I cant wait.

But I need to buckle down and do my uni work first. Have been very lazy in that department so need to be good. I will do an hour every lunch and an hour atleast each night that should get me on course. Then do some at the weekend if poss and a fuck load when I am back. Put it this way I wont be going out in April at all unless I get it all done. Least I should be able to save some money for once!!!!

The weekend is upon us...

2009-03-13T06:13:00.001-07:00

Wohoo it is Friday at last!

Although I am having a major quiet one this week I cant wait for this day to be over. I just want to go home get the gym done and then relax in bed with a film and lie back and sleep for as long as I want yey!!!!!!!!

Today is Comic Relief so I might watch some of that too.

The Countdown has begun...

2009-03-12T04:44:00.000-07:00

Okay so technically the two week countdown begun a few days ago but hey ho!

So in 12 days I will be in the beautiful sexualness that is Sharm El Sheikh tanning it up to the max in my 5 star all inclusive with my best friend in the whole world and my family.

I cant wait!

I think I might now have two dates next week. My one on Tuesday got postponed. The guy lost his wallet. I would normally not believe a guy I have never met but he did seem really genuine and even put how he had, had a bad day on his status to which a few people commented about least he had cancelled the cards etc.

I am still having a few problems with the ex. He told a good friend of mine we were back together! I am still so unclear how he came to this conclusion but I am trying to ignore it as not to cause a fight. I also have text him saying how glad I am we can be friends to hope the message goes in a bit deeper.

I have Michael Jackson tickets. It is a bit of a bummer really as I wanted to get 4 so I could go with my sister me Julie and another best mate. But as we had to book my sisters ticket on the phone as she is in a wheel chair. They wouldn't let her book 4 tickets and only 2 as they cant have 4 of us in the disabled area. Which is fair enough but they could of let us book 2 more in the row behind?
Well they wouldn't. But the good news is..... were in the front row you literally cant get any nearer and as her helper as I don't have a chair I get in free. So we split the cost of course. But still front row Michael Jackson tickets for £43 each! Bargain!!!!!!!

So?

2009-03-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

Well my weekend was most glorious!

I mainly shopped but that was cool as I got some cool new stuff for my holidays!!! which are two weeks today! Yey!

I stayed over a mates Friday and we all had a few drinks and an in depth chat about literature and other stuff until way too late. But it was cool. Then my mates two year came woke me up at like 7:30 and we didn't go to bed until gone 3;30 so yawn!

Yesterday I had my hair done. Quite coincidental but good timing for today's date. I spoke to him on the phone last night. I was having second thoughts but I am not now. He sounded well sexy but it was a little bit awkward to start off with so I know I will be nervous and shy later!

Anyway my hair I am back to having a fringe but it is at that gay stage where it doesn't quite know it is a fringe yet and keeps reverting back to the side slightly. Plus it is a wee bit too long but no doubt by the time my hol comes it will be the perfect length for me.

God I cant wait to get away. The Ex is still pestering me non-stop. I really don't want to be a cow and change my number and block him on FB but I fear I may not have much choice :(

Harry Hill

2009-03-06T03:02:00.000-08:00

Okay so yesterday I went to see Harry Hill's TV Burp being recorded in London. Oh my god! That guy is trully hilarious I had never really realised before. But he had me in complete stitches!

He is such a good sport and even between takes did his best to keep the studio audience interested and entertained.

I had no idea how quick the turn around is for the show either! It is filmed on a thursday evening edited on a friday and out on a saturday. They write the stuff in the week and boom of it goes............

If you can get tickets GOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

So far so good!

2009-03-04T04:53:00.000-08:00

Well I have had relative peace off the Ex in the past 24 hours. He apoligised for his earlier pysco shit. Not that I am having any of it. He is still going to be my Ex for now and forever.

I might have a date coming up too. I am super excited!

But don't want to jinx it so that is all I am saying for now ; )

I really need to buckle down with my uni work later. Gay. I do enjoy it but I think its the fact it is work that gets me all lazy about it.

Have been looking at the pics and reviews from Britney's Circus online all morning and I can not f***ing wait until June and I see it. It looks awesome and she is looking HAWT! I love Britney!

Can someone please advise me what on earth to do?

2009-03-03T04:14:00.000-08:00

Okay the Ex is at it again.

He is saying false stuff about me all over facebook! He is threatening me and texting me hundreds of times an hour. It is really getting to me now. I am so ready to move on and meet someone that will won't treat me like crap like he did. I just want to get out there and live but he is making this impossible for me!

He is claiming I am on drugs! That is just because every time we have broken up in the past he has gone bang off his head on anything he can find. But not once did I broadcast it across the Internet. I know I kind of am now but this is different I am not mentioning names.

I feel like I am going to have a breakdown or something.

I don't know what to do next I am trying to be nice and civil. I know I am the one that did the dumping so therefore he is obviously more hurt than me that is why I am trying to be nice to him. But he is calling me all the names under the sun and sending me all sorts of abuse. I don't know what to do??????????

Monday Monday

2009-03-02T05:22:00.000-08:00

So here we are again....

The start of another week.

I feel so tired today from my shenanigans in Brighton. It was well worth it though and totally hilarious. Julie can also come on holiday too now 3 weeks tomorrow we jet off to Egypt to a 5 star all inclusive and we cant wait! Going to get tanned up and chilled.

We tried Carluccios on Saturday. I must say the food was delicious but the atmosphere and lay out was more like a fast food joint or a cafe. So not sure we would go back just because of that really. It wasn't at all cheap yet we kind of felt like we were in a Denny's or something.

I am trying to go carb free for the next 3 weeks. Well low carb anyway as I am not the biggest meat eater in the world. Just to shift all the bulge I can before the holiday.

My ex seems to be getting the hint a bit more. We had a chat on the phone last night and he said he agreed with me that we were doing the right thing. Then this morning the texts started again. But touch wood he seems to have got the hint so far!!!!!

Exes

2009-02-27T04:35:00.000-08:00

This week I am having a really hard time with my ex. I ended it officially on Monday but to be fair it has been over for a seriously long time but due to various factors I felt that I couldn't end it. Mainly because he owes me a lot of money and I don't see why I have to be in debt now for ages to cover up his mess. But he pushed me to far recently literally so I decided that out was my only option.

He has decided that he doesn't want it to be over. He won't leave me alone constantly bombarding me with texts. Some are nice but some are just plan aggressive and rude!

I have told him its over and to be honest I don't think I have any feelings left for him at all. How can I get him to realise that it is over? He seems to think that were on a break despite me telling him were not.

What can I do? I know its still raw for him but I am so ready to move on! He has treated me like crap for so long my love just fizzled away a long time ago. But I have had a lot of personal shizzle going down and needed a rock. Not that he did a very good job of this! I just thought oh maybe he will change and I will fall back in love. But it never happened.

We argued stupid amounts and I know for a fact he isn't in love with me like he says. Because it would never have come to this if he was!

But how can I make it anymore obvious????

Its FRIDAY!

2009-02-27T04:33:00.000-08:00

I cant even explain my joy of it being Friday today. But as per. Work is dragging way to slow. 16:30 roll on so I can get out of here and on my way to Brighton. I am off to see my bessy and were going to celebrate by getting drunk and wild. Pictures will arise next week one expects. So watch this space.

Welcome....

2009-02-27T04:16:00.000-08:00

Firstly I would like to say I will endeavor to keep this up as much as possible. If only for some kind of therapeutic release to myself. But I don't have a great track record of keeping up diaries, blogs or anything else of that kind LOL.